Wasted Potential

As someone with a lot of interests, ideas, and skills I often sell myself short on, I often wonder during my periods of feeling that I literally cannot find motivation if I am wasting all of the knowledge/creativity I have to share and opportunities for growth. The brightly colored lines explode from the minds on the painting to show a burst of this potential. Will it be used or fade away? Within the explosion of thoughts and ideas, there is the word "wasted" written in a straightforward depiction of the fear.

10x8 (landscape) textured acrylic on stretched canvas with matte finish